Turn the lights off in this place
And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don’t know who you are
Turn the music up in here
I still hear her loud and clear
Like she’s right there in my ear
Telling me that
She wants to own me
To control me
Come closerCome closer
And I just can’t pull myself away
Under her spell I can't break
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
And I just can’t bring myself away
But I don’t want to escape
I just can’t stop
I just can’t stop
I just can’t stop
I just can’t stop
I just can’t stop
I can feel her on my skin
I can taste her on my tongue
Shes the sweetest taste of sin
The more I get the more I want
She wants to own me
Come closer
She says "come closer"
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
Assignment - Poems
I love Maya Angelou's Touched by An Angel. I think in this poem there are two people who fall in love each other, but they can't tell anyone their love in public. From my point of view, it includes two significant points - love and taboo. First of all, why"love?" It's obvious that in the first line of the second stanza "Love arrives." shows the point. When someone falls in love, they really don't care about the morality in the society. Because love is everything, they need their lovers not anyone else. If we have love, we will be strong to fight anything. In the same stanza, the sixth line, "love strikes away the chains of fear," love will make us be free from all obstacles.
Moreover, where is the "Taboo"? In the first stanza, "exiles from delight" means they can't show their true feeling to their lovers, unless "until love leaves its high holy temple" they just talked about their love under the darkness. That's why the "Taboo" comes from and this is the only way to set them free. Solving this problem is only love. All they have to do is to be brave to face their ecstasies.
Why do I be interested in this poem"Touched by An Angel" ? I have two reasons.
First, I also meet the same feeling right now and I really have no guts to solve this problem. I can't understand why people are so strict to me that I can't control my emotions. I totally catch the author's mind if my explanation about this poem is right. Sometimes I just run away when I meet such this kind of problem, I'm a coward I guess.
Then, my situation is in the blind alley and I deserve it. I have no complaint about this thing because it's totally about my imagination which makes me feel upset. Taboo might be the best description, so I don't dare to cross this line. I know I can't but I want to be free. How should I do? Be brave? Yeah, it must be kidding and if it's true, my parents will kill me. Therefore, the only thing I can do is to hide my emotions.
I'm so envious that the author can liberate from this invisible jail. Perhaps this poem just wants to bring us courage to rich our spirits.
Moreover, where is the "Taboo"? In the first stanza, "exiles from delight" means they can't show their true feeling to their lovers, unless "until love leaves its high holy temple" they just talked about their love under the darkness. That's why the "Taboo" comes from and this is the only way to set them free. Solving this problem is only love. All they have to do is to be brave to face their ecstasies.
Why do I be interested in this poem"Touched by An Angel" ? I have two reasons.
First, I also meet the same feeling right now and I really have no guts to solve this problem. I can't understand why people are so strict to me that I can't control my emotions. I totally catch the author's mind if my explanation about this poem is right. Sometimes I just run away when I meet such this kind of problem, I'm a coward I guess.
Then, my situation is in the blind alley and I deserve it. I have no complaint about this thing because it's totally about my imagination which makes me feel upset. Taboo might be the best description, so I don't dare to cross this line. I know I can't but I want to be free. How should I do? Be brave? Yeah, it must be kidding and if it's true, my parents will kill me. Therefore, the only thing I can do is to hide my emotions.
I'm so envious that the author can liberate from this invisible jail. Perhaps this poem just wants to bring us courage to rich our spirits.
What can make me happy?

Recently, we finished our performance and we started a lot of activities to celebrate our great success. It's sure that we are all happy because we can be with many friends. We went to the bar to drink some cocktails and this is my first time to go that kind of place. When I went back home, I felt a little lonely. It's really weird. OK, it's time to do my business so that I can be saved from these anxious thoughts by many busy works.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Issue# 9 Why are yawns contagious?

Bears yawn . Camels yawn. Most mammals yawn. Why do we yawn? No one really knows the answer.We do know that everyone yawns in the same way. First you open your mouth slowly. Your mouth stays open for about five seconds. Then you quickly close your mouth. We also know that yawn is contagious , or catching. When you see someone yawn , you yawn, too. Many people say that they yawn because they are bored or tired. This might be true. However, we know that people also yawn when they are excited or nervous. Olympic runners, for example, often yawn before a race. Why is that? 
Some scientists believe that yawning makes you more alert. When you yawn, you breathe more deeply. You also stretch the muscles in your face and neck. Maybe this makes you feel more alert. Scientists don't spend much time studying yawning. That is probably because yawning doesn't hurt. It is just something we do.
I feel vacant...

A week ago we worked hard to prepare our graduate performance, but now it ends. Why do I feel so lonely? Because of this performance, I see many people's heart clearly and I know who really care about this performance. On the one hand, we did a great job on the performance and we met many new friends. On the other hand, we also wasted much time on speaking complaints. I really don't like to say nonsense. We are smart, so the truth is obvious. After the performance, I know many people feel empty and they even don't know how to do next just like me. Ha...But we don't want to do it again, we have the same great memory. That's enough!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
An amazing trip!!!
Today we went to visit ICRT and LIVE ABC. During our way to Taipei we saw the DVD about graduate performance. Actually, I'm an actor of it but I can't imagine how we showed. After watching the DVD, I felt excited deeply. What an excellent play! This performance showed the great view because of the light and I really enjoyed it! When we arrived in the ICRT, we met Eric Tu and Mike Woodward. Mike Woodward is a very nice "big boy." In fact, he is 70 years old! He told us that in Taiwan he is never banned by the government for any kind of news. This is a perfect model about our democracy. And he also talked about women in Taiwan should be respected. I think he has a very logical thinking about many things. No wonder he is a senior DJ for report news. The Live ABC's editor-in-chief is a friend of Robert Lin and he did a great job for introducing many infoamation about our career. I got a deal of harvest about this field trip and I hope next time we can go to more and more relative enterprises for English major.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
My new shoes....>"<
When I woke up next day, my new shoes was stolen. I couldn't imagine why that person wanted to steal my shoes. Although it fits me, it's still the man size not the woman. Perhaps that is why my shoes was stolen. But I'm confused why me? There are still many shoes outside the room but I'm the only person who lost her shoes. OK...That is destiny I guess. Oh, God. Please give me a break. I hope that person can return my shoes back even though the possibility is very low. However, the only thing I can do is to buy a new pair of shoes. Money is flying away from me>"<~
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Big success~~~graduate performance...
"West Side Story is the best." This is my real feeling now. Although I think it can't be done before, it does succeed! Ha...I don't know how to describe my feeling. Because many roles do their great job, this performance can show our best to the audience completely. I'm glad that many teachers can come to join our performance and they really support us. Thank you all! After the preformance, we took many photos and I think it's the first time I was taken photos by many strangers! It's too many cameras to look at seriously. And the embarrassing situation happened, my coworkers came to see my performance. Unexpectedly, I can't believe they could come because they must be on duty at that time. Should I be happy they could come? I don't want to see them actually!? Even though they gave me flowers, I was not happy at all! Why? It's the simple answer - I don't know them any more. However, the performance finished, so we have to pay attention on our school work now.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
How to be a friend...
I think it's a simple question but people usually forget about the word " honesty." Why do they choose to forget the basic elementary of friendship? Some people think if he or she treats ourselves dishonest, why should we treat them honest? There is a big problem - selfish personality. That is to say we always think people do the bad things to ourselves, but they don't consider that they must be a good model first. Although people like me don't think that too much, the only thing we have to realize is to be kind and honest to people and then people aren't a fool to ignore the gentle action. Friendship begins to grow up. Being a good friend is all I need!
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Well...
Am I weaker than her? It's unbelievable! I don't want to let anyone judge my performance...I think I can do it better than her. Then why? Am I a boy? No! But I must become a boy, I am good at pretending a fake boy! How can't you see that? Although some people doubt that I'm really a boy, the truth is I don't like to be a sissy! Well, if you ask me why I say that, you can't get a satisfied answer. Because that is a secret, I don't intend to show off. I will make you all regret that I'm the best performer! I can't promise you I'm good at something but I can pretend I'm a man!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Go shopping with friends...
Today my friends and I went to Hsin chu city because they wanted to buy some new lace to decorate their costume. When we found the store, everyone seemed so excited and looked around in the store. We tried to find some suitable lace, and finally we decided to buy them. Unfortunately, the owner was a little stingy because she didn't give us the charge. She isn't a good businessman. Moreover, she measured the lace but she didn't give us the right number. We think she was careless about customer's mind. OK, next time we won't go to her store. I'm serious. She is not a good seller!
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Why man?
Man is stronger than woman, and no one can deny it. I just don't want to believe that I can't be the man! Everytime when I saw my friends who can't protect themselves from being hurt by their boyfriends, I was so upset that I can't help them. They usually need a man not a friend. Ha...I feel tired of being a loser and the only thing I can do is to comfort them. Sure, those friends just need a tough guy! I know that! But why they choose men, not friends? I don't want to confess I'm a woman! Men can do and so do I. Don't persuade me I'm just a woman...It just makes me get down right away.
Monday, December 8, 2008
Again...

Don't you be quiet a little? We're all tired of hearing your complaints. Why do you usually interupt our rehearsal and discourage our confidence? Perhaps you have your pride and you're afraid of seeing our fail. The reason is very obvious that you just care about yourself and you don't want us to make you shame. OK, you're the teacher, so we respect you. However, you must know we're individual men, not your toy. We don't earn the money from this performance, so you have no right to treat us so strict. You know...You don't have to!!!Please give us a peaceful space and don't interfere with our performance.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
You know just lonely...

My world is full of uncertainty and contradiction. The strange thing is that I don't know why I think too much. Moreover, I think about many odd questions, such as death or paradox so often even though I don't know the answers. That is to say I need someone to solve my questions because I can't do it! How I wish there is somebody who can hear my asking for help. Sometimes I seem to realize these odd thinking. You can laugh at me but there is no doubt I want someone to hear my worry. I can judge it is all about lonely...
Thursday, December 4, 2008
I'm totally broken...

You might confuse why I'm broken. Well, it takes me a long time. My body isn't mine and it starts to warn me. What should I do? Can I skip this warning? I must go to see the orthopedist, or I will turn into a very terrible situation! I don't want to let anyone look strange to me, so I try to show how I wish to be the part of this group. Even though my mind doesn't agree with me, I still disobey my true feeling. Because I don't want to be a queer man, I decide to be the hypocritical person. Don't blame me. I just let this situtaion smooth. I know my body that gets worse and worse but what can I do? Huh? It's about a group, not person. However, I'm totally broken. That is what I want to tell you all!!!
Monday, December 1, 2008
Air Force...
Today I went to supermarket to find a new shoes. Fortunately, I found a cheap one although its size is bigger than my feet. I don't care because it's really cheap! OK, you might think I'm an idiot but in my opinion, cheap shoes is good shoes. I don't have much money and my shoes is too old that I think it can be replaced. When I went back home, I started to regret. Ha...stupid, right? However, I don't like this shoes and I still put on it. Next time I will choose the appropriate one.
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