There must be something wrong...

Too strict...
I never thought about it,
but this time i'm afraid that i must do something.
Maybe this is my first time and last time to think about it.
I just forgot something really important but I don't want to remember
because my pain was caused by that god damn thing.
How come...
It's just my confusion...
I know there is probably someone understanding what I wanna talk about
I knew it so i was confused
If a person can hide his feeling very well, I wanna ask him why.
If I were him, I won't do this like him.
You know what
It's too painful and suffering.
They don't find where the problem is
because they have no will of doing that they think it's too difficult.
I totally understand they are reluctant to devote their love and patience.
Selfish...this is the only word I can describe what the personality is...
There is no doubt...am I right?
They always think about themselves and others may go to hell.
The reason is very obvious...They never care about others.

I wanna know why i should devote myself to do these things I really hate.
Maybe I'm a kind person...in their opinion
Well...yep...I can say I'm barely angry about those trouble
but i just wanna make everybody know i'm a mortal.
I have limited patience, too, Like every human beings.
I hope this can't be a mistake.
I'm not always a nice guy!!!