Double 10th Day

Today is a holiday...Should I be happy?Last year today, my friend and I went to the beach. You maybe think it's a good experience but I don't think so. After we left the beach, my friend forced me to ride a mortocycle. Of course, I don't know how to do that. She just said"If you don't ride on it, we won't go home." It's a menace!!! At first, I did reject it but she was so stubborn. I had no idea so I agreed...I'm a loser>"<. So I rode on a motorcycle, I was so scared. It's ridiculous that we were on the highway...Then, we had the car accident. My hands and knees were hurt by this accident. The injury scarred my hands but now it's still there. I can't forgive her so I decide not to keep in touch with her anymore! It's awful that I remember this bad memory. Today is really my bad day. I'm grieving my cute hands...orz