It can be done...

I really want to do something for my future. But our financial situation is not well, I have no confidence to join the graduate exam. I think I'm not good enough. Although many people think my score in school is great, I can't show my competitions in English. I'm a serious person that I won't do least confidence things. When I saw many people did a hard work for their future, I just wanted to ask myself " What did you do?" Ok, perhaps I just take this issue for a rigid attitude that I try to find some missions I can do it better. I believe I have many opportunities to get into the graduate school but not now. I must be more sincere to learn my English. I won't give up. I'll come back later!